Boiling Hot Politician: ‘Laughing at yourself is important’

Original photo by Jhonny Russell / handmade collage by B

Rhys Grogan is a Sydney skateboarder and self-described “outsider freak musician” creating feel-good bangers under the moniker Boiling Hot Politician. His music pulls no punches, celebrating the good, the bad, and the ugly of life with grooves, emotion, and plenty of silliness. In September, he dropped his sophomore album, Underwater Clowns—a record brimming with ideas and bursting with sheer visceral excitement—recorded at home in 2022-2024 under the watchful eyes of his cats.

Gimmie caught up with Rhys to chat about creating music as a late bloomer, growing up on the edge of civilisation, the skateboarding community, pushing yourself out of your comfort zone, songcraft, reality show MAFS, shaping his record Underwater Clowns, losing friends, the importance of having something to look forward to, and launching his album with a guerrilla gig at the “gazebo on greatness,” the Sydney Harbour Bridge and Opera House as the backdrop. Life might feel like a circus, but Rhys grinds through in his unorthodox style—with a grin.

To be honest, I’ve had a really rough week, mentally. I know many of us struggle with mental health in varying ways, and we all go through bad days, weeks, or sometimes even longer. But I almost cancelled (and I hate doing that) because I was feeling so low, but I chose to push through. I’ve often found that when I do that, good things tend to follow. So here we are.

RHYS GROGAN: Yeah, yeah, I find that too! Like, sometimes you’re really tired, but you force yourself to leave the house, and then that energy and effort comes back.

That’s it! I feel that way sometimes when I’m heading to a gig. I might’ve had a really shit day, and the last thing I want is to go out, be around people, and deal with overstimulation. But when I do make the effort, those nights often turn out to be the best.

RG: Yeah. It’s click selling in brain. I swear, it’s good! [laughs]. Even when you’re zonked. 

Life lately has been good but also kind of annoying—work was annoying me because there was too much data in the spreadsheets. It fries your brain a lot. Last week, we went camping for a week by the Murray River. So now I’m back in—I like my job again. It’s good.

What kind of work do you do?

RG: I make maps of trees for the New South Wales government. We try to make computer models that predict where threatened species and threatened plant communities are going to occur. And then we go out and test if they’re working by going to find those plants. I work with good people, and there’s a good balance of office and field.

How did you get into that kind of work?

RG: I did an Environmental Science degree at university, and I was pretty good at maths and statistics. So mapping trees was kind of perfect—it’s just using giant data sets, mashing them all together, and putting them into a model to see what comes out. I find it very stimulating, and it’s great to be able to get out of the office into the field. It’s nothing like making music, but it’s good.

Have you always lived in Sydney?

RG: I grew up an hour and a half southwest of Sydney, near Warragamba Dam, right on the edge of civilisation. My mum and dad still live out there. I was a skateboarder but grew up on a farm, so I was always stuck and isolated with my two brothers. I didn’t appreciate it at the time because we were in the bush. On weekends, Mum and Dad would be out, and we’d be stranded on the property the whole time. I grew up in the country and moved to the city when I was 19.

How’d you get into skateboarding?

RG: A friend got me into it. I started when I was 10, and I’ve been doing it ever since. I’m 39 now, and yeah, my body’s destroyed, but I still go to the skate park a few times a week. All my friends are degenerate skaters—it’s a good community.

Totally! A lot of my friends skate. My family had skateboard shops in the 80s and the 90s so I grew up around skateboarding culture. I wasn’t very good at it [laughs].

RG: I’m not either! [laughs]

That’s not true! You’re rad at it.

RG: I’m okay [smiles].

How do you feel skateboarding helped shape your identity growing up?

RG: It was really good, especially since it was pre-internet. You couldn’t just find music anywhere—you could only hear what was on Recovery or Triple J. But skate videos had all this cool music in them, and there were so many great videos. That aspect massively changed everything because you’d hear all these bands in skate videos, like Sonic Youth or even weird hip-hop groups like Hieroglyphics.

I love Hieroglyphics! Working in a skate shop everyone would come visit and watch the new skate vids, all the 411 video mags; they had the best soundtracks: ATCQ, Mobb Deep, Dr Octagon…

RG: Yeah, it was incredible! You could go on Napster and download all these albums, and people at school would be like, ‘Where the hell did you find this? What is this?’ It was just skate video soundtracks. They were amazing. That really helped shape my identity in a way because, you discover music and musicians, and it clicks something in your brain that changes you forever.

Did you move to Sydney just because you wanted to get out of the country?

RG: Yeah, I got a girlfriend when I was 19, and she lived in the city. I was working a job out in the country, welding handrails. During the week, I’d stay home with Mum and Dad, but I’d spend all weekend in the city with my friends. Then I just moved—I chucked the towel in on my country friendships and made the leap. It was huge for me.

What were things like for you like when you arrived in Sydney?

RG: It was good because I already had a bunch of friends, but day to day, you’d start noticing things happening during the week that were invisible to you before. I used to put so much pressure on the weekend—skating all day, then going to the Judgment Bar or hitting Oxford Street every Friday and Saturday night. The Sunday night drive home was always so depressing, knowing you had five days of horrendous manual labor ahead.

Moving to the city really took the pressure off. I wasn’t an 18-year-old binge drinker crashing at friends’ houses two nights a week anymore. I kind of chilled out because I didn’t feel the need to cram everything into the weekend. It’s hard to articulate, but I guess I spread out my interests more.

The music scene on Oxford Street back then was pretty strong, too.

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Yeah. I spent a lot of time in Sydney in the ‘90s and early ’00s because my sister lived there. She had an apartment on Oxford Street and the Gay and Lesbian Mardi Gras parade would go right past her balcony every year. There was a bunch of live clubs we’d go to and see all kinds of bands.

RG: Yeah. There was Spectrum back then Q Bar and later was the Oxford Art Factory, which is still there, which is mad. There was this place called Blue Room, it was like the top end of Oxford Street. They used to get any touring band to DJ there, it was a really funny scene. The Brian Jonestown Massacre DJ’d this one weekend, and all these old indie bands.

I just remember being 18 and going to so much live music. You’d get way more FOMO back then because there was no social media. If you weren’t out, you’d have no idea who was out or what was happening. Now, you can just see it all on people’s stories, which is kind of sad.

I remember when I was younger I thought that if I missed a show it would be the end of the world.

RG: Yeah, it still is sometimes.

We haven’t been able to afford to go to as many shows this year. But we go to as much as we can. We really love artists that do their own thing, something different, that pushes stuff further.

RG: Yeah! There’s so much out there—I’m drawn to the weirdos!

Same!

RG: But you know, I’m a “normie” [laughs]. I’m in a government office right now, but just cosplaying being a big freak.

Ha! I get it. I worked for the government at the State Library for ages. From looking at me, people would have no idea that I like all the stuff that I do. Sometimes it almost feels like you have two different lives — the going-into-the-office one, and then all the other stuff you do outside of it. But like you were talking about before, it’s a balance. I’ve found that anytime I’ve had to create stuff for money, I didn’t really enjoy it as much as when I’m making something just to make. 

RG: Definitely. Oh man, it would be a nightmare if I had to monetise the music I make—if I was dependent on it. I wouldn’t make much money.

But yeah, the way I make music is, I’m lucky—I’m obsessed with skateboarding, and I’m obsessed with making music. I’m probably obsessed because there’s no money involved. I just freaking love creating it. Sometimes I love performing it, and other times it’s a total nightmare. But that’s all part of the fun—not knowing what to expect.

Recently, I used to be kind of weird about people at work knowing I made music. Then one guy found out, and I thought, ‘Actually, who gives a shit?’ Now I’m an open book. Everyone knows, and it’s kind of funny how it works. I reckon everyone should be an open book.

Even these two guys from work came to one of my gigs a while ago with Our Carlson. They loved it. It was really freeing—I made this weird music with a loop pedal. These two scientists I work with, they have young kids and don’t get out to the city much, but we had the night of our lives. We actually stayed up. It was excellent.

How did you first get into making music? You were in band, This Is Authority. Did you do stuff before that?

RG: I did stuff before that, but not really. I would always find instruments in the street. I made this horrible Olivia Newton-John cover and put it on Facebook—that was the first thing I made: ‘Please Don’t Keep Me Waiting.’

Why’d you choose that one?

RG: Because Crispin Glover sang it in this weird short film series, and I was obsessed with him. I was 25 or something, and I just loved him because he’s a freak. He did this thing where he covered that Olivia Newton-John song, and I decided I would do the same with the instruments I found.

Throughout my 20s, I made silly songs on the computer, but then, in my late 20s, my friend Luke and I started this band called This is Authority. It was really like, ‘This is…’ and then we couldn’t think of anything. We had so many words after, This is, and, This is Authority was what we came up with. It was good.

At the time, I knew nothing about hardware or songwriting or anything—I didn’t even know what a mixer was. I’d be like, ‘What’s that thing you plug your bass and all these pedals into?’ He had all these drum machines and cool synths, and I would drink XXXX Gold and come up with vocal melodies over it. Then we played a few shows, and it was mad.

It was really later in life—we played our first This is Authority show in 2016, so I would’ve been 31. Very late—late bloomer.

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Nice! There’s nothing wrong with that. Better late than never. I always think you can make music whatever age, wherever you’re at.

RG: Yeah.It was good because if I’d started earlier, it would’ve probably all been really cringe, like early 2000s indie style, like The Killers or something [laughs]. But yeah, it was really fun. We played for two years, maybe longer.

We’d recorded this EP, and spending summer at his house every week—probably for six weeks. We’d just record, and we had four songs ready to go. Then he called me one day and said, ‘Oh man, I accidentally deleted all the songs.’ I was like, ‘What?’ He said, ‘Yeah, I didn’t know formatting the hard drive meant deleting everything.’ We both just cracked up laughing.

I was like, ‘Holy shit, dude.’ But I was also like, ‘Oh, let’s just take a break, and we’ll get back into it in a couple of months or something.’ But we never did. We might again at some point.

Before that you were just making music yourself on your computer?

RG: Yeah, with my Yamaha keyboard and multi-effects pedal—it looks like one of the ones The Edge from U2 uses. It was fun!

Was there anyone or anything in particular that made you think, ‘Wow, I can make music myself’? Because, you know, a lot of people usually think, ‘Oh, I’ve got to have a band,’ but you were just doing it on your own.

RG: Yeah, actually, there was a defining moment. Dark Mofo, maybe 2013. It was at the main Odeon Theatre. Total Control played, along with some other bands, but at 2 AM, there was this guy on stage. He looked stressed and had all this gear, he was singing and doing techno stuff. Kind of a rave, with people in different corners of the theatre. It felt like a scene from a movie—only a few people paid attention, while the rest danced and talked. I thought, ‘What is this? It was incredible.

It was Lace Curtain, one of the guys [Mikey Young] from Total Control doing a solo thing. He looked really stressed and nervous, but it was amazing. I thought, ‘Oh, shit.’ I hate public speaking and performing, but seeing him so nervous and still doing it made me think, “No one cares, and it’s incredible.’

That was probably the main thing that made me think, ‘I could do that.’ I wanted to make music with electronic gear—not just use a laptop and press play, but do something creative on stage. Even if you’re freaking out, it adds to the show, rather than seeing a confident person engaging the audience. I guess I identify with the nervous wreck.

I saw him again later in Sydney—still nervous, still great.

You don’t really seem very nervous performing, like at The Mo’s show you played up here on the Gold Coast at the the beginning of the year with Antenna and Strange Motel.

RG: That was a crazy night. Benaiah [from Strange Motel] organised it; I’d never met him before. When we met, we chatted for ages. He was really interested in my gear and said he wanted to do solo stuff. I knew he was in that band Sex Drive—they’re a really cool band. They came and played festivals in Melbourne and stuff.

I thought, Cool, I’m this outsider skateboard guy, and I’ve met this cool guy. It was exciting. We even talked about playing a show in Sydney in a months time.

But then he died that night. It was horrible—such a bummer. I couldn’t believe it. The next day, I had this very weird feeling. You make a new friend, it’s exciting, and then you find out they died. It was bizarre and awful.

We couldn’t believe it when we were told. We’d just seen him a few hours before. He gave us a huge hug and was so stoked we came to his show. He used to live near us and would come over. He enjoyed talking to us, probably because we were outside his usual crowd. I know he was dealing with a lot at the time, so we’d just talk about music and art, trying to encourage him towards the positive stuff. Like you said, he really wanted to focus more on his own music. He was looking forward to so much, and then, suddenly, he was gone. It was heartbreaking.

RG: So sad. Yeah, that was crazy. He is the G.O.A.T.. I’m very happy I got to meet him. Very sad that he died that night, it freaks me out still.

Yeah, he really made an impact on everyone he met. I sometimes imagine what kind of music he’d be making if he were still here. To go back to what we were talking about, your sets are so much fun, and you can really see that energy transfer to everyone in the room. It’s a great vibe.

RG: Good—that’s what I want. I’m like shitting my pants until I just press the first button and then it’s all fine, normally. But a lot of times, I stress out so much for a gig that I’ll make myself sick. About 40% of the time I play, I get the flu because I’m stressed leading up to it. But it’s always fine. Even if I’m sick and my voice is squeaking.

How did you get from ‘I hate public speaking’ to ‘I’m in front of everyone playing these songs I wrote’?

RG: It was like a personal challenge, in a way, because I remember when Luke and I started, This Is Authority. He suggested, ‘Let’s make a song’ and my first instinct was, ‘Absolutely not! There’s no way, I’m not going to die.’ And I was going through this thing of getting out of my comfort zone and forcing myself against that instinct — that intrinsic freaking out, that repellent feeling of not wanting to do it — and knowing it was going to be okay.

I saw on your Instagram, you wrote about how you had a feature in a skateboard vid and you said in your post, ‘Thanks to my friends for bullying me into doing these tricks.’

RG: Yeah. Yeah! Well, that’s ‘cause all the other skaters in that video are a lot younger than me. I’m like the older guy tagging along with them, and they would literally trick me into doing these tricks. They’d claim like, ‘Oh, you should do a trick down this rail.’ And I’d be like, ‘Oh, no, no, no, that’s ridiculous.’ And they’d be like, ‘Let’s just go look at the spot.’ I’d go, ‘Alright, we’ll go look at it, but I’m not going to skate it!’ And we get there and they go, ‘Well, we’re here now, so…’ Then I’d be pressured into doing it and it just works out. 

I guess, it’s the same for music. Like if you agree to play a show, then you hang up the phone and you’re like, ‘Shit, what have I done? This is a nightmare!’ Then the day comes and you’ve got no choice. Nine out of 10 times it works out. I kind of enjoy the pressure put on by doing it to yourself just against your own will. It’s not therapy, but it’s always just coming out the other side better.

Seriously, every time I play a show, a couple of hours before, I’m in my head screaming, ‘WHY HAVE YOU DONE THIS TO YOURSELF?’ I’m looking in the mirror going, ‘You idiot! What have you done?’ But then, you start playing and it’s fine.Or sometimes it’s not, but that’s still fine.

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Speaking of playing, you launched your album recently by playing in the Observatory Hill Rotunda, after the venue you had booked fell through.

RG: I won’t name them because I don’t want to throw them under the bus.

Of course. You got bumped for a wedding?

RG: Yeah. I got bumped from the pub because someone was like, ‘I’m so sorry, man. My boss is overseas and someone has offered us four grand to hire the pub, they said they’d spend four grand on booze for the wedding. I can’t say no, I’m really sorry.’ It was a couple of weeks before it was supposed to happen.

When skateboarding was in the Olympics, I’d already taken my TV to the rotunda, plugged it in because there’s a powerpoint there, and we watched the skateboarding on the screen. And between heats, we sang karaoke and had a really fun time, no security came. Nothing happened to us. The Harbour Bridge was right there. It was incredible.

So I just thought, alright, screw it. I’ll borrow Trent’s speakers from Passport, get this PA, and set up a big projector screen. I’m going to play a gig at the rotunda with the Harbour Bridge in the background!

Last time I released an album, I had no gigs, and it just came out—no launch, nothing. It felt weird, this time I felt like I had to do something. So I did that.

It was good because there was no venue asking, ‘How many tickets will you sell? How much money will you make?’ Once you take the money out of it, you can do whatever you like. I thought I might get arrested, but it wouldn’t be a big deal. It’d even be funny if I got shut down by the police since I wasn’t charging tickets. Worst case, I’d get a fine, and people would think it was funny.

But it went off without a hitch. Three bands played 90 minutes straight of really loud music. A guy from the Observatory stuck his head over the wall, nodding along—he was into it. It was freaking amazing!

It looked amazing! The photos photos I saw from Dougal Gorman capture it beautifully, and it looked like such an incredible time. I got warm, happy feelings from just seeing the photos.

RG: Yeah, that’s that thing. On the day at first, I was like, ‘What have I done? I’m going to get arrested and it’s going to suck.’ I thought the wind’s going to blow over the projector screen, but it all worked out. It was so sick. Everyone said like the vibes were amazing. The atmosphere was incredible.

What is one of the things that you remember most from the day? 

RG: I hugged everyone who was there!

Awww, I love that!

RG: It was my friends’ band, Hamnet’s first gig ever and like, it’s pretty amazing to say that their first gig ever was in front of the Harbour Bridge near the Sydney Opera House at an illegal show with a projector screen. It pissed down with rain about an hour beforehand and then it just stopped. It was all meant to be.

The universe was on your side. 

RG: It seriously was. It was unreal.

It worked out way better than just playing a regular pub gig.

RG: Oh yeah! Everyone was saying that, and they could bring their own booze. Afterwards, we cleaned up all the rubbish, of course. It felt like a miracle. I’m still trying to work out if that was the most epic venue ever. I’ve been trying to think of other places that could top it, but I can’t. It was the most epic, beautiful outlook place. Maybe next time I could go the opposite way and play in the sewer, like the most disgusting place [laughs].

The DIY drain shows we see happening occasionally in Naarm/Melbourne always look like a whole lot of fun.

RG: Yeah, I’d say there needs to be a bit more of that in Sydney.

So you were launching your latest album, Underwater Clowns. It’s really got such a unique energy to it—we LOVE it! It’s one of our favourite albums to come out this year.

RG: Thank you. As I started recording music super late, that might be why it sounds like that. It’s a mashup of everything I’ve liked since I was a teenager. I swear it’s a bit of insane, repetitive techno, a bit of Britpop maybe. It’s just a mix of all the stuff I like, and it somehow comes together to make this weird noise.

You can definitely hear that Brit pop-style in some of the choruses.

RG: Yeah. In the ‘MAFS’ song. It’s meant to be like an old pop song. It doesn’t really sound like pop, though.

I started trying solo stuff around the time This Is Authority ended. My brother, who I used to live with, got his girlfriend pregnant and said, ‘I’ve got to move out because I’m having a baby. Do you want to borrow all my music gear indefinitely?’ I was like, alright.

So I ended up with a drum machine, two synthesisers, and a mixer. I didn’t buy anything—just plugged it all in, barely looked at the instructions, and mucked around with it. The only thing I bought was the looper pedal, which I used to tie it all together.

Maybe it’s that ‘mucking around’ approach that comes through in the final product. It sounds like someone drinking XXXX Gold, fiddling around, and trying to make songs they like. It’s a ‘mucking around’ aesthetic.

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There seems be so many textures on there. And all these different emotions. I noticed there’s a character Mr. Hogan  that turns up in three songs; was there a concept happening there?

RG: That’s a really funny name because I always call my friend, Mr. Hogan, like when we were young, we had no money and we’d go skating. We used to always go to Hungry Jack’s cause I had this app and you could win free stuff. And we used to call Hungry Jack’s, Hogan’s. It’s just this dumb thing with my friends. I’d call my friend and would say ‘How are you, Mr. Hogan?’

I swear that there’s that documentary about the guy who founded McDonald’s and he says, ‘The reason McDonald’s is so successful is because the name McDonald is so Americana.’ And I swear that Hogan is the Australian version of that. There’s something funny about it.

Sometimes you get songs stuck in your head that are just made up and it doesn’t exist yet, so you have to make it, you muck around with gear and try to make something until it sounds like what’s in your head. That’s where heaps of the song come from. I’m sorry I don’t have a better explanation for what that, but that’s actually just what it is. Mr. Hogan is a silly name that keeps coming back into my head.

There’s ’Feed Me Mr. Hogan, ‘Mr. Hogan Workplace Assault’, and ‘Mr. Hogan Loses The Plot’.

RG: Yeah. ‘Mr. Hogan Workplace Assault’ is fantasising about paying someone to come into your work and beat you up so you can get out of work. It’s a mythical character, and they both end up in jail in the song. 

Does that ‘I wish someone would come beat me up so I don’t have to go to work’ thing come from a real place? 

RG: Oh, yeah! It’s about being too scared to take a sickie ’cause you think you’ll get caught—so you do something really elaborate instead. It’s so dumb. But, that song was made because…I’ve got this club, and we call it Feed Bag. I’ve got these friends who make techno music, and I don’t understand most of it. It’stooavant-garde noise music. These guys—Luke, who was in This Is Authority, and my other friends Tristan, Jerome, Tom, and my cousin Nick—are in the club, and you’ll go home, make a song by yourself every week, and then we all get together and everyone plays their song, then you get feedback on it. You kind of get roasted, but you get good feedback too. We do this every couple of weeks. 

‘Mr. Hogan Workplace Assault’ was one of those songs. I came home, had 40 minutes to make a song, and made the skeleton of it. The first iteration was just me saying, ‘Mr. Hogan, won’t you beat me up at work,’ over and over again. I recorded all the loops in 40 minutes, then changed a couple later when I put it on the album.

It’s good having this club that forces me to make songs. Like you said before, sometimes you’re tired or feeling down, but with the club there’s this pressure—you don’t want to show up without a song. It’s allowed, of course, but the point is to find something. Sometimes you just make something without feeling that itchy inspiration, and it does turn into something. It’s freakish.

A song I dig on the album is ‘Consumed by Brucey’.

RG: I just saw a picture of Brucey—Bruce Lehrmann—in the news. He’s horrible. The song is about how sometimes you think back to a time in your life, and you tie it to something significant that was happening at the time. Like, I’ll think, ‘When was that gig?’ and I’ll go, ‘Oh, yeah, it was right before Bruce Lehrmann got sentenced.’

Now, historically, I’ve got this stupid, annoying connection to Bruce Lehrmann because I was seeing his face everywhere—on TV, on my phone. I ended up using that to reference when and where I was, and I hate it. I constantly have to think about him. So I just wrote a dumb story about it.

The song is about someone who keeps dying and respawning as some kind of seafood. They get eaten by Bruce Lehrmann, and Bruce vomits them up on a reporter. Then they die again and respawn as a mollusk, only to get thrown in a kitchen bin. There’s a TV in the corner, and all you hear is Bruce’s whiny voice on it.

It’s silly, but it came from that frustration. Like, whenever I think about my friend dying, I tie it to the 2019 bushfires. Or I’ll think about something else, and it’s linked to another significant event I don’t want to remember. Sorry—I’m just unpacking all this now for the first time.

After the first album, I ran out of meaningful lyrics so now it’s all just this stream of consciousness rambling.

In the chorus of that song, you’ve got the lyrics: ‘Every time you wake up, there’s an awful new surprise, and everything you try to grow eventually dies.’ It always gets stuck in my head. 

I related it to how you wake up every day, and there’s something awful and new on the TV or happening in the world. And then there’s the fact that, well, eventually everything you love—and everything that does grow—will die, because that’s the cycle of life. 

For me, it had a deeper meaning. I mean, yeah, it has absurd imagery and other stuff around it, but that line really struck me.

RG: It does tie into that because it’s about reincarnation. I try not to collect heaps of stuff because the thought of someone having to throw it out or give it to Vinnie’s one day when I die, really creeps me out. That’s exactly what it’s about.

Even at work, there’s a screen in the elevator that has news and ads on it. When I’m looking at it, I’m already thinking about what’s going to be on it next. I’m like, ‘Oh, tomorrow it’ll be some other crap.’ And in the long term, it’s all going to be gone and forgotten.

I’m glad you like that line, and I’m glad people interpret it in their own way. It frees me up because sometimes I’ll listen back to it and think, ‘That is what it means,’ even though I don’t know where it came from.

Things can totally have different meanings. They don’t have to just have one. People always bring their own experiences to whatever they’re looking at. Like, how many times has something terrible happened to you, and you’ve listened to a song and thought, ‘Oh my God, they get me,’ or, ‘I get this.’

RG: Yeah, definitely. It’s so good!

‘MAFS’, the song you mentioned before, is a really cool song too. The sample at the beginning is from the movie Lost Weekend, right?

RG: Yeah, right when I was finishing the album, I was drinking too much, not in a good way. The sample doesn’t really have much to do with the song, but it has something to do with me. The line says, ‘I’m not a drinker, I’m a drunk.’

I wanted to put that in there—it reminded me to slow down, stick to mid-strength, and get therapy. I’ve always liked albums where there’s a weird clip from a movie or something between songs. I enjoy that kind of thing.

Same. I can see what you mean, with the movie being about the difference between casually drinking, being consumed by it, and it becoming an addiction. The emphasis on self-awareness.

RG: YeahIt was funny because I didn’t have a song specifically about going overboard on the sauce. So I just put it at the start of ‘MAFS’ because it fit there, right before the end of the album. Now, every time I hear it, I’m like, ‘Oh, note to self—seriously.’

The cultures we grew up in—skateboarding and music—definitely have a big drinking and drug culture. It’s really ingrained, and that can eventually cause a lot of suffering, whether people like to admit it or not.

Often, you’re attracted to those subcultures because you struggle with life or you’re very sensitive. When we’re out with our mates doing these things, it feels like it helps—and maybe it does, for a while. But from my own personal experience, and from what I’ve seen over the years, those things can get really toxic. You end up in a lonely place, and I don’t think society really talks about this stuff enough.

RG: Definitely. It sneaks up on you. As someone with severe social anxiety, you drink more to try to feel less anxious, and it never works. You’re just constantly putting a lid on it, constantly struggling with that.

I haven’t hit total rock bottom, but it’s something I always have to be mindful of. It takes time—it really does. Sometimes, you just have to realise that you’re the only person who can make changes for yourself. 

Yeah. People can tell you and remind you forever, but sometimes, it’s just about having that moment when it clicks.Like, I don’t not drink, but I haven’t had a drink in a really, really long time. I can go out, have fun, and not do all those things. And I actually remember stuff. I’ve been seeing live music since I was a teenager and I don’t really remember much because I was having way too much of a good time.

RG: Yeah, I’ve got way too many of those ones too. It’s not good. I wish I could remember that stuff.

I know in June you played a show in Naarm and it raised funds for suicide prevention and the Black Dog Institute; what made that particular gig significant for you?

RG: That was really significant. I’ve had a bunch of friends die, a couple by their own hand. Actually, it was crazy, that night, I found out after I played that a friend had taken his own life, so that was shocking. 

Oh, man, I’m so sorry.

RG: Horrifically ironic. Gigs like that are really important. It’s so annoying, I’ve lost two friends to suicide this year. Sometimes it does feel like pissing on a bushfire. Sometimes I think, if my friend Harvey and my friend Jack had just committed to getting proper help… [voice trails off; reflects] …I’m sure they tried. 

Photo by Jhonny Russell

It can definitely be hard to reach out and get helps sometimes when you’re in a bad place…

RG: Yeah. I’ll never stop playing gigs like that one because you have to do whatever you can to raise awareness and support these places that help people. Every time it happens, you mentally go through a list of people in your life that you think might be susceptible to these things. You just have to do what you can to make this stuff stop happening or curb it as much as possible.

Of course, I’m going to play that gig. It’s important to me just because… my friends’ deaths, at this point, has almost become numb and boring. It’s like, oh, right, another… We have a routine now. It’s scary when it’s gotten to a stage where a death in the community has become part of the routine checklist. It’s messed up. 

There’s only one song I’ve made in my life that expresses sadness over a friend dying. That was on the first album, about a friend, Keggz, who died of a heroin overdose. 

The last song on the album?

RG: Yeah. I remember it like it was yesterday—when Sydney was full of smoke in 2019 because of the bushfires. We were at Taylor Square, our skate spot, and it was so smoky. Everyone was crying and feeling sad. It was awful. But, you know, it’s those times that can make you realise how lucky you are to have such a big community of friends. That’s the silver lining. Sorry…

No need to be sorry, I get it. That’s one of the things I’ve always loved about the skate community. Having a shop, people would come in and just hang out, watching the skate vids with us. Often, a lot of the young dudes would start talking to me, sharing whatever their troubles were. Being a little older, I’d be able to give them advice, or at least point them in the right direction. It’s something I’ve always really loved about the skate community—there’s this real camaraderie.

RG: Yeah, it’s incredible. The only downside of being a skateboarder growing up in the 90s or 2000s is that 97% of my friends are male. But it’s changed now in skateboarding, which is freaking great!

Especially with the Olympics, and the visibility it brings. When people see stuff on TV, it really reaches a whole other audience. I remember growing up, waiting in my family’s lounge room sitting on the floor right next to the TV screen to watch Nirvana Unplugged, before the internet was a thing. Those events felt special. It was such a big deal for me!

RG: Yeah! Watching Recovery on Saturday mornings, not knowing what band would come on next. And Rage—holy crap! Life changing.

Totally. Where did the album title Underwater Clowns come from?

RG: You know when you’re a kid, and you go to a Chinese restaurant, running around like an idiot while your parents are getting drunk? As a kid, you’re pressing your face against the fish tank glass when you’re bored and freaking out because the fish look ridiculous. That’s where it comes from. 

And the other part is, I kind of love clowns too—not in a spooky, nu-metal way. Clowns are cool, and they get a bad rap. When Halloween comes around and people talk about evil clowns, I can’t stand it. I think clowns are amazing. Maybe I identify with them. It’s one of those recurring things. All my friends are like clowns, but yeah, it has that childhood significance—being freaked out by exotic fish and just that memory. It’s special.

I love how you take all these different aspects of your life and put it together in this way that’s really unique, and it forms these interesting narratives.

RG: It seems to work out. It really takes effort.

What’s the story of the last song on the new record, ‘The Factory Farmed Panel Show Disorder’? I ask because that was the name of your last album.

SG: It’s about panel shows like The Gruen Transfer, The Project, and all the others like Good News Week. And then there’s QI—I can’t stand it. There’s something in me that just doesn’t like when people are paid to be clever, and we look to them as our intellectuals, like people we should admire. It bothers me when you catch someone repeating something they’ve heard on Good News Week or The Gruen Transfer or even Q&A—it’s like they’re identifying with that rather than having their own thoughts about it. It’s not bothering to think critically because someone else is offering the opinion for you.

Whenever I turn on the TV and a panel show is on, it just annoys the hell out of me. There’s this disdain I feel for these public intellectual figures, like Ben Shapiro. I remember seeing people on a bus watching weird right-wing streamers, or YouTube videos, the ones that just spew nonsense. They consume it and adopt their exact views. There’s one called Tim Bull, and he’s terrible. I call it ‘Factory Farmed Panel Show Disorder’ because it’s like a disorder—regurgitating stuff that you hear without thinking. It’s pretty cliché. There’s this smugness about these shows, this cleverness they try to give off.

Looking at news sites, I always find the stories are either about something horrible happening in the world, something clickbait to make you angry, or something that just reinforces terrible ideas and behaviour for people.

RG: Definitely. People watching TV on planes and buses creeps me out. YouTube videos. It’s a nightmare to me.

What can you tell me about the song ‘Wombat Online’?

RG: People like that one. That started ’cause it was one of those songs I had to make in a rush before going to my music club, but it came together more later.

Did you get good feedback at your club? 

RG: Yeah! It used to have a completely different chorus, but I swear, it started as a line in my head: There was Joseph Kony at the door, he’s bought a rancid leg of lamb, and I am on the menu. I am last year’s Christmas. But I didn’t know what it meant. I just thought it was dumb. It’s kind of about goofing off in the metaverse. 

I saw that story about these Japanese teenagers who refuse to leave their rooms or participate in society. And it’s like that line: your mother slaps you in the face, you tell her that you’re fine. It’s  also about Joseph Kony, a wombat and a guy driving around in the metaverse, goofing around. You need a bit of silliness, a bit of emotion, a bit of groove, and you can make cool songs.

My songs are all so metronomic, and I don’t know if there are many cool changes. I had this other song I liked the chorus of but hated the verses and synths. So I just took the chorus and slapped it into this song, and it worked perfectly. That’s why I love making music—you can muck around and occasionally create something you really like, and there are always a few freaks who’ll like it too. It helps me work stuff out too.

Photo by Jhonny Russell

There’s that great lyric too: what’s the point of getting up if you spend the day online.

RG: That’s me every day. It speaks more to the teenager who won’t leave his room. I feel like that a lot. I don’t work from home much, but when I was drinking more, I was just being a slob. My alarm would go off at 8, but I’d get out of bed at 8:57, turn on my work computer—my “terminal” because it sounds dystopian—and just sit in the living room, not talking to anyone all day. If my mum were there, she would’ve slapped me. I don’t live with her anymore, but you get to a point where you forget the day, the month, everything. It all blurs, and the only way to track time is by horrible news or events like bushfires or floods that remind you where you were. It’s so weird.

I thought the song ‘Job Wife Self Life’ almost sounds like a mantra. Like you’re trying to tell yourself that you love these things, trying to convince yourself.

RG: Yeah, I wrote it on the train during my divorce. That was my mantra before COVID, when I was going to the office every day. I’d repeat it to myself: I love my job. I love my wife. I love myself. It helped. Years later, I turned it into that song, and people really like it. I still need to work on the live version, though—it kind of goes nowhere. I put it in the middle of the album because it feels like an odd song that separates the two halves of the album.

You worked on this album over two to three years; were there any other big things that happened in your life that helped shape this album or the songs?

RG: Friends dying, getting a divorce—those are big things. They’re all in there somewhere. I started watching Married at First Sight with my girlfriend. People shit on it, and they shit on the people who go on it. But some of these people just want to find love. Sure, they might be a bit narcissistic, wanting social media followers, but everyone’s a bit of a narcissist.

Sometimes, they get absolutely destroyed by the show—paired with awful people, ridiculed, and laughed at. It’s horrible. I watched a lot of Married at First Sight, and it inspired at least one song. It might spill into others. The culture of laughing at reality TV stars is very dark.

It’s kind of weird that people get pleasure and entertainment from other people suffering.

RG: Yeah. I feel sorry for most of the people on there. It’s horrific. I’m sure most of the people on that show come out in a very dark place with mental damage. It’s not good.

I noticed that on the album, even though songs might be darker, it has moments of happiness and fun, with all the shimmery synths and parts and all these really cool little quirky noises you put in there.

RG: You want to make it feel hopeful. There’s a lot of terrible stuff, but there’s also a lot of real silliness, and I like finding that in things. Laughing at yourself is important—it’s about just enjoying it.

I’m a big fan of music that makes you feel hopeful, that makes you giggle, that makes you feel something. I listen to a lot of Underworld,I think it’s uplifting. I’m not great at playing synths, but I love chords that make you feel. In ‘Factory Farmed Panel Show’ it gets me really pumped up! I don’t know, there’s probably a musical theory way of explaining it.

Song ‘Feed Me Mr. Hogan’ has a real rave-y vibe, and it took me back to when I used to go to raves, doors, and warehouse parties with my friends.

RG: Funnily enough, it was for the feedback club. I was listening to two songs on repeat at the time: ‘Past Majesty’ by Demdike Stare and ‘Me, White Noise’ by Blur. It’s actually those two mashed together. It doesn’t sound as good as either of them, but it’s got that really silly vocal with long delays going in and out.

‘Past Majesty’ has this thrash-y, techno, repetitive vibe. I don’t go to the gym, but you could definitely run to it or something. That’s the feeling I wanted. 

I swear, everything I love is sloppily slotted in there a bit. There are traces of it—DNA of it. 

You don’t have to classify yourself as much these days. Younger kids have way less pressure to pigeonhole themselves into little groups. It’s mad.

Making music is just DIY mucking around, like a kid would do. It sounds a bit like a kid made it, which is good. I love that—it’s got those moments of wonder where you’re listening and thinking, What the fuck is he doing here? But you love it. You’re try to work things out, but you can’t, and that’s okay. You just go with that.

It’s like seeing someone having the time of their life—it’s infectious. Like when you see Crispin Glover on David Letterman, goofing around, being an absolute maniac. You can tell he’s having the time of his life, and it makes you want to be a bit of a maniac too, to let go and enjoy yourself. Some of my songs, at least, might make people feel like that. Throw crap at the wall and go ape!

I didn’t make music for ages because I was like, Oh, I’m a skateboarder guy. I’d see bands and think, They’re musicians. That’s them. I’m me.

I was always such a mega, mega, mega fan of music. I thought everybody—when they were walking home—would purposely take six hours just so they could listen to a song

150 times in a row. I thought that was normal. But then I realised it wasn’t [laughs]. Not everyone was constantly coming up with silly song ideas in their head all the time.

When I started making music with Luke, he was like, ‘This is mad!’ And I was like, ‘Oh, right.’ I thought, oh, you just get some cheap gear and goof around. It’s heaven. I love doing it!

I’ve got two albums on the internet now, and about 70 songs sitting on my computer, that suck [laughs]. But you know what? You have to do it.

Another thing I love about what you do is the artwork that accompanies your music!

RG: I love doing that.

You do that yourself?

RG: Yeah. When I was a kid, I always mucked around in MS Paint, and I loved it. It’s just me drawing in MS Paint now—they kind of look the same, with the black at the top. I could have gotten someone else to do it, but… I’m a real control freak.

And I’m also really passive-aggressive. I hate confrontation. If another artist did it and they made something I didn’t quite like, I’d hate to say no. That would be a nightmare.

That’s why I’m really bad at collaborating with people. I can’t do it. I want things to be my way, but I’m also too much of a people pleaser to disagree. If they said, Oh, we should take this out, I’d be like, It’s fine. It’s fine. Then I’d go home and cry [laughs].

I actually made a song with Ben from C.O.F.F.I.N the other day and we had a freaking ball! Maybe I’ll make another one with him, it was heaps funny!

Where did the name Boiling Hot Politician come from?

RG: When I was a kid— not so much now, but like you’d see on TV— there’d be an election coming up, and there’d be politicians in Dubbo, somewhere really hot in summer, and they’d be wearing a suit. Now, they wear the Akubra and the RM Williams, with the sleeves rolled up. So it’s more normal, but they used to always wear a suit and tie, even on a 35-degree day. They’d be kissing babies, shaking farmers’ hands, and it just seemed so stupid. We live in one of the hottest climates on Earth, and formality just feels dumb.

I really love the name Tropical Fuck Storm because heaps of people don’t like it. It’s abrasive and kind of horrible. Boiling Hot Politician is about sweaty politicians. I saw my friend Mike the other day in Melbourne, and he said, ‘Oh yeah, my friends were asking. They saw your name on a poster, and they didn’t know I knew you. They were like, ‘Who the fuck is boiling a politician? What the hell is that?’ It sounds dumb, and it should be silly.’ I like how silly it is.

When we saw your name on the Nag Nag Nag fest line-up last time when went, it really piqued our interest and sounded like something we’d be into.

RG: I was so nervous because my friend Jackson, who’s in Split System, was speaking to me about it. I was like, ‘I’m still a big outsider-freak musician, and that’s the cool festival. I don’t normally get nervous for gigs, but this is the cool one! I’m freaking out.’ That was such an honour to play.

Steph and Greg are the best. I can’t believe people like that exist— because otherwise, nothing would happen. That was such a fun day.

Nag Nag always is. We love Greg and Steph!

RG: Oh my God, I’m trying to think back— when was it? It was when freaking Prince Charles was getting coronated. I was sitting there, pretty drunk, downstairs, just shaking my head, watching that ceremony, thinking, what the hell? This weird thing was happening, while upstairs, cool stuff was going on.

You have a tattoo that says, ‘Politicians make me sick’?

RG: Yeah. I got it ages ago because I wanted it when I was like 18, and then, years later—15 years later—I still wanted to get it. I don’t have many tattoos; I’ve got, like, three. I got it off my mate Greg, and I love it. My girlfriend wasn’t happy when I got it, but yeah, it’s just silly.

I’m called Boiling Hot Politician, so everyone expects me to have all these intellectual political arguments— not music. But it’s more like I’m a politician because I’m just avoiding conflict, not really saying anything meaningful, and just trying to gain positive attention.

Oh, I’m pretty sure you say a lot of meaningful things, maybe even more than you realise.

RG: Thank you. 

You mentioned before that making songs helps you; how?

RG: It helps me massively and helps me work emotional things out. It sounds cliché— like you’ll just blurt something out while you’re trying to get lyrics going. Then the next day, you’ll think about it and go, hang on… oh, right, that’s what that means. It’s spooky, it’s subconscious.

I’m trying to think of an example. Oh, yeah, the lyrics— what’s the point of getting up when you spend the day online? That just kind of came out without thinking. It’s weird stuff like that; you put it together later.

I wanted to ask about your black cat— I’ve seen them in many photos with you.

RG: There’s two of them! Herman and Crumpet!

Aww cute! How did they come to your life? 

RG: I’m pretty bad at communicating and expressing my emotions— like every middle-aged man [laughs]. I adopted the cats separately, and they often wrestle and fight each other. They’re like my little brothers, and having unconditional love is kind of a cheat code for giving yourself meaning. I care about them so much, and I know they care about me.

It’s very funny living alone with two black cats. While I’m writing music, they’re always annoying me. Lyrics are the hardest part, so I’ll just be playing a loop really loud in the living room, holding a cat above my head, trying to sing to him. He’s just staring at me like, let it come out of you, and it puts me in such a silly mood. They’re actually getting involved in the writing process— against their will. It makes the whole scene feel absurd, and I think that absurdity gives the music the aesthetic it needs. Sometimes it really does sound like a maniac trying to talk to an animal.

I talk to them constantly and nut out ideas with them. It’s actually really good. One time, I was in this insanely big, important work meeting— presenting this map to a branch leader, something I’d never done before. My cat just started pissing on my drum machine. There were all these really important people on the call, and I had to say, Excuse me, my cat is pissing on my drum machine.’ They were like, What?’ I pulled my headphones off, grabbed him, and put him out on the balcony.

When I came back, they were all laughing. It really broke the tension, and I felt way less nervous after that. They didn’t care. It was funny. Maybe my cat was trying to sabotage me or destroy valuable equipment— my little brother being chaotic— but it was kind of special because the drum machine didn’t break. It smelled a bit for a while, but the presentation went way better. Everyone was really impressed with the science behind my work.

Living without them is hard to imagine. I got them when I was about 30, so, nine years ago. They’re such a huge part of my life now, and imagining the time before them feels weird. It’s like trying to remember before you existed— a pre-cat and post-cat existence.

I’ve only recorded music since getting the cats. So, probably, without them, I wouldn’t have done it.

Photo: courtesy of Rhys

Do you have any trepidation about turning 40?

RG: Not anymore. I used to— maybe because of skateboarding— since your body turns to mush and you already feel super old when you’re 27. After that, everything’s funny.

I’ll keep making music forever. I don’t have any self-consciousness about being a 40-year-old band music guy. I feel good about it. As long as you can still be silly and not take yourself too seriously while making music, you’re fine. That would be the death of me— if I started to take it really seriously.

It’s only going to get sillier, I think.

Amazing. We’re totally here for it!

RG: Do you have any trepidation about getting older and stuff?

I’m about to turn 45, and I didn’t even think I’d get here, so I’m pretty thankful for everything and every day. I’m constantly inspired by amazing friends and creative people around me, I pretty much make stuff every day, and I laugh a lot. I still feel wonder and excitement like I did when I was a kid, so I don’t really think that much about getting older. Working on my book, Conversations With Punx, I spent a lot of time thinking about life, purpose, what I value, and processing the death of my parents; I got a lot of solid spiritual advice from my punk rock heroes.

RG: That’s so good! You’ve asked so many people about life— it’s freaking incredible. I’ve decided not to have kids, and I’m like, so what will I do? And I’m like, well, I could do anything. And so, you really do anything.

You put on gigs at the rotunda, you attempt to skate around Port Phillip Bay and don’t make it. You always have something silly to do, and you can get so much out of life— it’s incredible.

Are you going to get to go try and skate around Port Phillip Bay again?

RG: Last time we made it to Sorrento, we got cheap flights to Avalon— like 50 bucks return. Then we just walked out of the airport and tried to skate anti-clockwise around it. We skated 70 kilometres on the freeway in the pouring rain. Then I took my shoes off, and they were filled with blood. I don’t know what happened.

Wow. What did you get from doing that?

RG: Just something exciting to do— that’s what makes life worth living. Even though we crashed and burned, I think that’s what’s important: always having something you’re looking forward to, something you love doing, and something you’re interested in. It’s freaking heaven.

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The Murlocs’ Ambrose Kenny-Smith on new album, Rapscallion: “I was having a lot of fun reminiscing about growing up skateboarding”

Original photo: Izzie Austin. Handmade mixed-media collage by B.

The Murlocs’ upcoming new album Rapscallion sees them forging into new territory with a playful mix of drama and effervescence as they give us a loosely conceptual coming-of-age story of searching, love, loss, independence and belonging. There’s effortlessly catchy garage-rock groovers that we’ve come to love from The Murlocs, along with detours into chaotic heavy moments and unabashedly cool drifts into fruitful synth work that will pleasantly surprise listeners. Rapscallion has shown the band humbly continue to hone their songwriting craft, the writing even more precise and confident than previous outings. It’s an exciting and inspiring album. Gimmie chatted with The Murlocs’ Ambrose Kenny-Smith about the record. 

What’s life been like lately for you?

AMBROSE: I’m good . I’ve been home for two weeks. We had that tour in Europe cancelled. I went to Budapest and hung out with friends for a week and then came home back to the winter. Budapest is pretty fun, I found a couple of cool dive bars, went to some baths and went skateboarding. It was good to decompress after the shattering news of tour being cancelled. It was nice to avoid the Melbourne winter for longer. It’s been really cold, I guess I’ve just been acclimatised to the Europe summer for so long now [laughs].

Last we chatted, was for your album Bittersweet Demons and at the time I thought that was my favourite Murlocs record, but now I’ve heard your new record, Rapscallion, and it’s become my favourite Murlocs album. Congratulations! It’s an incredible album! I feel it’s stretched you guys into new territory; what do you think?

A: Sick, thank you. For sure it’s stretched us, it’s probably the heaviest thing we’ve done so far. I’m so proud of it. It’s been the easiest to talk about in interviews too, cos I actually have enough to talk about for once, rather than cringing thinking about my anxieties and shit. It’s nice to have something more conceptual that has a storyline. The music side of things has all come from our guitarist, Callum Shortal. It’s been the most seamless record we’ve had. 

Do you find it easier when someone else does the music and you just have to worry about arranging, adding things and the lyrics?

A: Yeah, but I’ve never had to do too much, over the years it’s gotten less and less. For the first time, I didn’t have to arrange or do anything, he’s just nailed it. He knows how our songs work. He knows when I’m supposed to sing and all of this, that and the other. For a while there, he would send me one-minute demos and had not really finished them off, but waited ’til we got together in a room and we’d piece it together. Because we were in the first lockdown here in Melbourne, he took it all on, did it himself and would send me tunes frequently. 

We finished Bittersweet Demons and that was 70% my songs written on piano. Cook [Craig] gave songs. Tim [Karmouche] contributed two songs and[Matt]  Blachy contributed. At the end, it was more half and half with the other guys song-wise. I wanted to try and step back and contribute more to King Gizzard, so I encouraged the guys to write. I told them I wanted to go back to focusing on lyrics. Callum had one song on that album, it was cut from Manic Candid Episode the album before. All of a sudden he got into a rhythm and was on a roll and would send me songs once a week or so. Before we knew it we had the whole record. We only cut one.

He’d quickly send stuff to me while I was working on Gizzard stuff, and I could sequence the album musically and write the storyline. I got the flow of the music and then it was like, cool, now I can conceptualise what this is going to be. I wrote lyrics as I went. The songs came in pretty much in order they ended up. It was a good flow. 

I read that the concept was inspired by Corman McCarthy’s book Blood Meridian. Where you reading that at the time?

A: Yeah. It was one of the first books that I had actually finished in the last couple of years. I connected with it, started riffing off it and channelling past experiences from my youth. It’s a lot more of a light-hearted version. 

In that book the main character is a teenager called “The Kid” and the story is of his adventures, He’s kind of an anti-hero.

A: Yeah, totally. Ours is a similar concept, but not as gruesome as the book. It’s that coming-of-age, outcast, ugly duckling-figure that runs away from home story. He has an attitude of, fuck trying to find his feet. As the album goes along, each song is a step by step progression into him going through all of these life changing experiences.

I enjoyed listening to it unfold. The book you were inspired by is a Western novel and I noticed easter egg references throughout the album, lyrically and musically. In the first song ‘Subsidiary’ there’s the lyrics: I’m leaving this one horse town.

A: There’s a bit of an urban cowboy vibe! [laughs]. 

The second song ‘Bellarine Ballerina’ sees the character hitchhiking and crossing paths with truckers and transient folk. I love fiction narratives (in my day job I work as a book editor), I really got into the story you were telling. There’s so many cool lines on the album. There was one in song ‘Bobbing And Weaving’: Last train departing on the platform for the unloved. 

A: [Laughs]. Yeah. I’m glad you like that one. There’s a lot of sombre people getting the train sometimes. That song is about him dodging ticket inspectors and trying to find the ropes of living independently. 

I got a sense as well, that the character has always been a fighter.

A: Yeah, it’s totally about that, and about trying to find a second family, a group he can connect with. While I was writing it, I was having a lot of fun reminiscing about growing up skateboarding. I thought about all the friendships that I’ve gained from those experiences, travelling interstate or just being around the city and sleeping on whoever’s couch that I made friends with that day. It was derivative of that stuff, real experiences, but taken to a more extreme level. There were definitely people that I grew up with who had similar upbringings, and skateboarding was acceptance for us, any shape or form was welcomed. 

Photo: Izzie Austin.

As the story unfolds I found that there’s elements and a sense of danger, transience and free-wheeling, which is all stuff that ties in with being young and skateboarding; being nomadic, being spontaneous. I think all of that translated well and can be felt on the album.

A: Great!  It was a good coping mechanism to escape when I was locked down and couldn’t go anywhere. I couldn’t write diary entires or personal experience at the time because there wasn’t really much going on. It was nice to reminisce. 

Another line I loved was from ‘Compos Mentis’: Chubby rain soaking heavy like cinder blocks. That’s such strong imagery. 

A: Sweet. It’s self-explanatory, especially when you’ve got some real soggy socks [laughs]. 

[Laughter]. Each song is like a scene in a novel or film.

A: That was the name of the game.

In ‘Compos Mentis’ the character seems to be reflecting on his life.

A: Reflecting and trying to navigate what route he’s going to take next. He’s taking things day-by-day. That was my thought process for a lot of my life until all of a sudden, now I’m thirty. It’s all about taking things as it comes. 

Compos mentis means taking control of your mind, right?

A: Yeah, that part of the album has him by himself for a while and he starts to question if he has a sound mind and is cable of continuing on his journey [laughs].

In the beginning of his journey his parents don’t really understand him or even really just believe in him. Taking it back to the song ‘Living Under A Rock’ it’s like his life started a little sheltered but then the character realises that there’s this big world out there.

A: Totally! It’s that small town syndrome and not really been aware of stuff beyond his street and the shops down the road. He’s trying to escape and make it to the big smoke to see what’s happening [laughs]. 

That’s what you do when you’re a skateboarder living out in the suburbs, you head into the city to meet your friends and skate spots.

A: You hang around the streets and you meet different kinds of people, some your own age, but a lot of the time, people older. I was always surrounded by older people and was corrupted. My character was built quickly, early on. I was streetwise from a young age. All those elements were thrown in there. 

Then in song ‘Farewell to Clemency’ he gets into a fight and there’s the great line: Toxic masculinity is dead. That was a powerful lyric.

A: That’s just him trying to crush that whole scenario. I feel it’s a good way to stamp that song at the end [laughs]. 

As the story continues there’s song ‘Royal Vagabond’. I feel like that song is about survival.

A: Totally. When I was listening to it when I would skate back and forth to the studio, I felt like in that song, he felt like he was on the up and he’s found a family that he can call home with a leader that’s larger than life; someone who can direct him and give him some words of wisdom. He can help steer him in a direction where he finally starts to feel confident within himself. It’s about him finding a gang under a bridge, they’re hanging around fires and shooting the shit. He finally feels like he’s become a part of something. 

‘Virgin Criminal’ is next and it reflects that he’s new to crime, but then  in the following song his life takes a little turn in ‘Bowlegged Beautiful’ and he falls in love with Peg.

A: Yeah! [laughs]. Peg is a member of the gang but doing her own thing as well. When I heard that bass line, I thought of someone strutting down the street in the city towards him and he’s fixated on this person that’s coming into his life. He’s overwhelmed and all he wants is this one person. 

It totally captures that feeling.

A: She’s the love of his life.

Yeah. ’Wickr Man’ sees them both go dumpster diving and they have a violent itch in common, like when they kick the rats. Then they’re waiting around for the guy up stairs so they can get drugs. 

A: It’s a ‘I’m Waiting For The Man’ Velvet Underground rip. Each song is a new experience. He’s met this girl that’s in to dabbling in drugs. She teaches him a lot of things quickly and he grows up fast. By the end of that, it falls into tragedy with ‘The Ballad of Peggy Mae’.

You broke my heart with that song! I was so sad listening to it. I wanted them to win.

A: She didn’t last for long [laughs]. 

Like three songs! When she ODs you get a sense from both the music and lyrics that the protagonist feels guilty and grief-stricken. 

A: I’ve had friends OD before on the street, so it’s channelling that vibe. It’s a very broad daylight and in your face that song. That’s why I put the city sounds at the start of it. I wanted it to sound chaotic. I couldn’t imagine the song without it having a sad narrative. I even tear up a bit when I listen to that one too [laughs].

Awww. Well, that is the reality of that life, these things totally happen. You mentioned that you’ve experienced friends OD-ing. It’s a hard thing to see. Do you find it’s easier to write about these kinds of things in a fictional narrative?

A: Yeah, you can let your guard down and dive into it being something else and put a different light on it.

Last song is ‘Growing Pains’ which has another line I really dig: Highlander with a harrowing track record. Growing up in the 80s and 90s I grew up watching the original Highlander movies. I used to watch them with my mum.

A: [Laughs]. He’s already thinks he’s seen it all by this point now. He’s experienced a lot. He’s had a fast-paced life, and now he’s just trying to keep his chin up. He rides off into the sunset and the horizon is an open book! [laughs]. 

Do you think there could have been another song after the last one? Where might he have gone?

A: Nah, I think ‘Growing Pains’ was a pretty good way to wrap it up. You can picture him walking off down the highway to go hitchhike and start again. There wasn’t anywhere to go from there. It’s a perfect closer song. 

Agreed. It’s pretty cool how you initially just started listening to the musical tracks Callum sent and then you just started imagining everything.

A: I’m lucky because Cal can write such great, gritty, garage-y songs that work will with my tone of voice and the themes I go for. In the past he’s written more poppy song, but it still has a bit of grunt to it, which I really like, and that’s because quite a theme to our music. It was great to have it set out. It had a great flow and I could just tell what would happen. The last three or four songs he goes very extreme. Then there’s a nice little trot along to the finish. 

The garage-y elements of Murlocs that we love are still present on Rapscallion but then it goes into a more post-punk kind of territory. There’s lots of cool noise and synths on this record. 

A: We got synth heavy at times, that was to add textures throughout for once instead of being straight. I’m still wondering how we’re going to pull off some of those noises live, because there’s overlapping things going on. We’ll find a way to work it out and make some things squeal [laughs]. There’s definitely a lot of layers, but then some parts there’s not much at all. There’s a couple of moments in songs where there’s lots going on. It was so fun! We were messing around with a Behringer Poly D synthesiser. Tim bought one as well, so we can play with that live. It made it go down more of a post-punk prog way. 

It was recorded at your houses, sending songs back and forth?

A: In hindsight, it’s a record that I wish we would have recorded the beds together in the same room. As it went along, Blachy got better at recording his drums. Ultimately, when we gave it to Mikey Young to start mixing, he nailed it. Each track took him one or maybe two goes.

Cal was listening to a lot of Eddy Current [Suppression ring] as he always does. He was listening to Country Teasers. There’s even elements of Pixies on there. I even hear Neil Young. He listens to a lot of Doom metal as well; he was in metal bands before we started the Murlocs, so he’s always had a darker shade of things going on than the rest of us. It was great because I got to take myself out of my usual shoes and write from another perspective.

On song ‘Wickr Man’ there’s a spoken verse.

A: Yeah. In ‘Bowlegged Beautiful’ and ‘Wickr Man’ I do my tryhard breath-y Tom Waits voice [laughs]. The first time I started realising it could be something was when I did the King Gizzard ‘Straws In The Wind’ song, I sing it differently live. But with those songs it just felt like those parts needed to be more spoken word and less sing-y. They didn’t need any melody because they already had this badass feeling to it. I wanted to riff on some things rather than always just sing a tune. 

It took me a few listens to realise it was you doing that part, I was like, ‘Is that someone else?’ 

A: [Laughs} These bits do kind of sound like some husky dude that’s been sitting at the end of the bar for too long. The voice suited those tracks.

How did you come up with the title, Rapscallion?

A: [Laughs]. Well, we always name our album titles after songs. It’s hard to go out on a limb and name an album something completely random that just sounds cool or makes sense for the whole thing. This time, because it was more conceptual, it didn’t make sense just to name it after a track. 

I was visiting my dad, we were talking about the storyline of the album and that I wanted some kind of word for this feral kid protagonist, that didn’t have a name throughout the album. He said, “What about rapscallion?” There was another one like “curmudgeon” and a few other words that came up. He said “rapscallion” first. I thought it sounded a bit Pirates Of The Caribbean [laughs]. I think it fits perfect though. I think some of the guys were a bit [talks in a comedic voice]  “Rapscallion!” kind of in a Monty Python-type voice! It makes sense now, so I’m glad we stuck with it. 

It’s a memorable, fun word to say. 

A: Yeah. It has been used a whole bunch, Cal sent me a scene from The Simpsons the other day where someone says it [laughs]. 

The album art is by Travis MacDonald; was it made specifically for the album or was it an existing piece?

A: It was an existing piece, someone in Sydney owns the original painting. We’d been friends for a bit, and I was looking at a bunch of Travis’ paintings and I thought they would suit the vibe of a classic rock, 70s-sounding record that we were going for. I wanted to have a n album cover that could work without titles for once. I just wanted to make a statement that was timeless. I had a bunch of references of paintings I grew up with and a few other things, I set him some drawings and he started to sketch up what it was going to be and was going to commission me for that. But, I just kept going back to that painting we ended up using. I was already too hung up on it. It was perfect, that’s just Rapscallion, right there. 

Album art: Travis MacDonald.

The figure in the painting does look like a street tough. 

A: Yeah, someone said the other day that it looks like the cover of a novel that is a coming-of-age story, which I agree with. The original painting was called, Graceland. He said it was of a random weirdo-lurker out the front of Graceland. The way it’s come out with the street light lamppost and all of the colours and textures, it fits it perfectly. I didn’t want it looking all dark and gloomy, I think the painting is a good happy medium. 

After having listened to the album a lot and been immersed in the Rapscallion  world, I can imagine that when you came across that painting you would have thought, ‘That’s it!’ I know the feeling because sometimes with Gimmie we’ll come across something we love when making it, but then we’ll try other things and more often than not we end up coming back to what we first were drawn to.

A: Yeah, when you do art and creative things, even like writing songs, when you make demos, often you end up just going back to the original of what it was before it got too out of hand. I didn’t want to go down that road where I was just going to do a 180 and go back to the beginning anyway, so we stuck with it [laughs]. 

Is there a specific moment on the album that you really, really love and think is super cool?

A: There’s lots of different sections, they all have their moments really. I listen to softer music generally rather than heavier stuff, so I’ve probably listen to ‘The Ballad Of Peggy Mae’ the most more recently than the other songs. In ‘Growing Pains’ there’s some parts in there too. I like how the album starts and finishes with synth intros to album opener ‘Subsidiary’ and closer ‘Growing Pains’. 

We’ve finally learned to play ‘Bellarine Ballerina’ live and ‘Living Under A Rock’. I definitely have a lot of fun playing those two songs. ‘Bellarine Ballerina’ is a good one, it’s nice to have some more uptempo songs. We did ‘Subsidiary’ once at a gig, but I feel like it’s not quite there yet.

What have you been listening to lately in general?

A: Not a whole bunch really, that’s probably way I’m so understimulated. 

Is that because you’ve been so busy?

A: Yeah, I feel like I’m always too over my own head in shit that’s going on whether it’s with Gizzard or Murlocs. I feel like I’m always trying to keep up with things. I listened to the new Chats record [Get Fucked] this morning. R.M.F.C. is great, so is that new The Frowning Clouds [Gospel Sounds & More from the Church of Scientology] record on Anti Fade. Listening to that takes me back to being a teenager and hanging out with this guys and going to those gigs.

That was a great record. We’ve heard some of the new R.M.F.C. full-length that’s in the works, it’s sounding incredible. 

A: Sick! They’re great. 

There’s also a new Gee Tee album in the works that rules too!

A: Cool! I haven’t seen them play live yet but I’ve heard stuff and I’ve seen video snippets online and they’re sick!

Totally! What’s the rest of the year look like for you?

A: I’ve got four or five weeks rehearsing with The Murlocs, we’re going to start to learn this album on Wednesday. We’re going to do a test run of those songs at a show here in Melbourne, so we can get more confident with that. We’re going to rehearse a couple of nights a week forth month, but then I go to the States with King Gizzard for all of October, then the three Murlocs will come over and meet us towards the end of the tour and we’ll do three shows supporting Gizzard. At that point we wanted have played together for a month. I’m getting a bit nervous about that, rocking up to Levitation and Red Rocks hoping that our muscle memory will be enough to go off. Then Murlocs do the US in November. Then I’ll come home for December and we might do a Gizzard Melbourne show. That’s about it!

That’s all! Phew, that seems like a lot to me. 

A: [Laughs]. It is a lot, I’m just trying to play it down in my head, so I don’t stress too hard.

[Laughter]. Do you enjoy rehearsals? Is that fun for you?

A: Yeah, I’m really looking forward to it and how we’re going to be doing these new Murlocs songs. It’ll all come together. I haven’t played much guitar in a while. I’m going to have to play guitar pin a few of the newer ones, that’ll be a bit wonky [laughs]. I’m looking forward to just hanging out with the guys, we don’t get to hang out as much as we’d like. 

Do you have anything else other than music stuff happening?

A: I’ve been skateboarding a little. I had that week in Budapest skating with friends. I skated a few times since I’ve been home. It’s the classic I’m-starting-to-get-my-groove-back thing and I fell over on my wrist a few times and hurt it, so I have to stop again. I was getting too excited! [laughs]. I can’t risk hurting my hands or arms. When you don’t do it for a while, you forget how to fall. 

Do you still get the same feeling now that you had when you were younger skateboarding?

A: Yeah, totally. It’s really good for my mental health or for anyones. You get a nice release, a feeling of freedom. You’re out and about and you catch up with old friends. You get back on your feet and it’s a nice feeling—that feeling you get when you land something after trying for a while. It’s a nice rush of adrenalin. 

There is plenty in the pipeline. With Gizzard there’s always stuff, and we have another Murlocs record that’s done as well. I’m just trying to figure out the art for it now and trying to talk everyone into doing video clips, but everyone tells me to “chill out!” [laughs]. That’s all well and good, but I’m never home enough and I like to do things well in advance so I’m not scrambling to do things at the last minute. 

Totally! As this album is loosely a concept album with a narrative, is the next album different to that?

A: Yeah, the next one is less strings attached. It’s still a while off ’til it will be released, but I’m really pumped on this next release! Somehow we’ve maybe topped Rapscallion! It’s more poppy. I’m starting to think of the plan of attack for that one. Things seem to only be getting better and better. As we all get older we’re getting better and better at writing songs. It’s all good. 

Rapscallion is out September 16 –  pre-order HERE. Follow @themurlocs + The Murlocs on Facebook. Murlocs’ Bandcamp.

**Another in-depth chat with Ambrose can be found in the our print zine – Gimmie issue 3.**

Videographer-Animator-Photographer Alex McLaren: “I love the outsider weirdo people that are just doing their own thing”

Original photo: Hannah Nikkelson. Handmade mixed-media by B.

Naarm/Melbourne-based videographer-animator-photographer Alex McLaren is the man behind some of the coolest music videos that have come out of Australia in the past few years. He’s made videos for King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard, ORB, Parsnip, School Damage, Bananagun, Sunfruits, Pipe-Eye, The Murlocs and more. His clips are vibrant, dynamic and psychedelic. We chatted with Alex about his creations, of making skate vids with his friends growing up in a country town and it’s influence on his work, the music video medium, claymation, collage, making a living as a creative, new projects in the works and more.

How’s your day been?

ALEX MCLAREN: I had to go to my mate’s house and feed their cat, that’s pretty much all I’ve been up to this morning.

Nice! Sounds like it’s been a cruisy one then.

AM: Yeah. How about you?

I’ve been easing into the morning. Yesterday my husband Jhonny and I went and picked up a box of 45’s (records) for $10, so that’s always a little exciting. We’ve been going through them this morning. We’re big record nerds.

AM: Cool. Sweet. Any good stuff in there?

There was a Hawkwind ‘Silver Machine’ picture disc and some AC/DC in there, and some funk and soul. The guy we got it off was interesting; he had all of this Elvis memorabilia, including Elvis’ dad’s electricity bill. We love all kinds of music and have music to suit every mood in our collection. We’ve both collected records since we were teens.

AM: Nice. It’s good to have a good mix!

I’m stoked to be talking with you. We love your work so much!

AM: That’s so sweet.

The film clips you make are really cool. We find that whenever an awesome clip comes up from a local band, you’re usually behind it.

AM: [Laughs] That’s cool. Thank you!

Have you always been a creative person?

AM: I suppose. The main way that I got into it was from being into skateboarding growing up. Watching skate videos; they have little animations and stuff, they’re almost arthouse in a sense. That stuff really triggered where I’m at now. Dad would have the family camcorder; I’d end up stealing it to film my friends skateboarding. Through that I got into editing the footage and tinkering around with it.

Do you have any favourite skate videos?

AM: Yeah, for sure. There are so many! Alien Workshop videos, they were kind of wild in the sense that they had a ton of animation, strange little stop motion things. That all influenced me to some degree, even subconsciously at the beginning. I definitely look back at that stuff occasionally and can see how it affected where I am now. Also, with skate videos how quickly they’re edited, all chopped up and short, flashing by really quickly; I think that informed some of how I edit videos. With the King Gizzard [& The Lizard Wizard] one, I’ll have a bunch of visual styles and things changing rapidly, that’s all part of it. Videos from Girl Skateboards company, had little skits and animations. I think Spike Jonze did a bunch of that stuff.

I made a bunch of skate videos with friends and a couple of people who make music, like Nick Van Bakel from The Frowning Clouds and Bananagun, we grew up together in Warrnambool; it’s funny how a lot of people that skated then make music, art and video stuff now. It’s cool to work with Nick occasionally making videos, it’s fun to think that it all stemmed from skating together back in the day. Music interests were pretty eclectic… it’s almost like having a big brother in a sense, opening up a world in terms of music and visual stuff, arthouse 16mm and 8mm animation. I feel like all of that stuff was the initial seed of inspiration and opening the doors to new sounds and visuals.

My brother and I had a skate shop in the mid to late-90s, he’s had skate shops since the 80s, we used to watch all the skate vids, so I can relate. My love of punk and hip-hop in part comes from those vids. What was it like growing up in Warrnambool? You mentioned listening to eclectic stuff; what kind of bands were you listening to?

AM: I guess eclectic, in hindsight it probably wasn’t. But at the time in a country town, skate vids were good exposure to punk, hip-hop and more obscure stuff than what you may get otherwise, playing footy or cricket. Living in a country town anything outside the norm is eye-opening and exciting.

Did you grow up watching the music video show Rage?

AM: For sure. That was a big part of it as well, having Rage, Video Hits, Channel V and all that stuff on Austar (if you can remember that? [laughs]). That stuff was always on in the mornings. There’d be clips where I wouldn’t necessarily grasp into the song and think, yeah, I might not like this artist, but I would be engaged in the video. Spike Jonze doing that Daft Punk clip ‘Da Funk’ with the dog walking around, things like that, that visually stick out.

I really liked Michael Jackson when I was really little. I remember hiring Michael Jackson VHS from the video store.

Same! I still have a bunch of MJ VHS tapes. I joined his fan club too.

AM: That’s so good [laughs]. I used to do drawings of him too, it’d be so funny.

Me too!

AM: Oh wow! I remember this real crap one that I had that I even framed, it’d be so funny to see what it looks like now looking back.

Back then he was one of the greatest artists in the mainstream that the world had ever seen. His artistry will always hold out, despite everything else that’s happened. He was always pushing things forward art-wise. His film clip premieres would be a big deal, remember here in Australia Molly Meldrum would premiere them in a primetime slot.  His 13-minute film clip ‘Thriller’ really changed the film clip game.

AM: Yeah, definitely. ‘Thriller’ is pretty wild. Back then and still to some degree now, people had huge budgets for film clips. It was such a new thing as well, there was such a burst of creativity in the medium. So much money was getting pumped into it and people were coming up with some really cool stuff. It’s pretty easy to go back to that stuff and reference it and think about it.

I read an interview with music video director Hype Williams (who did Tupac’s ‘California Love’ and videos with Nas, A Tribe Called Quest, Jay-Z, Outkast, Missy Elliott and more), he was talking about his career and said that in one year of his career he made forty-four videos and how it was such a golden time with big budgets in the hip-hop world.

AM: Yeah, that stuff was definitely playing a lot around the time I had Channel V and that stuff. In my early teens that stuff would be on all the time!

The other night I saw Outkast’s ‘B.O.B. (Bombs Over Baghdad)’ it’s so wild, visually; everything about it is nuts. It’s crazy cool looking back at it.

Yeah. The director had the edit shipped to India for individual painting of each frame, which gave it that psychedelic look.

AM: It’s just amazing!

How do you see music videos? What is their function in your eyes?

AM: The obvious thing is that they’re a promotional tool. It’s a weird time for music videos because there seems to be that bands have less and less budget but it’s still a promotional tool. If you can make it interesting enough, it’s another way into the artist you can grasp on to. Initially the music video may draw you in more than the song but you keep watching it and you might end up liking the artist more. It’s definitely happened for me. It’s a good accompaniment for the song.

It’s a similar thing with artwork, vinyl, albums—I really like having a visual. If you like the music, it’s nice to be a part of it and create a visual for how you interpret that music itself.

How do you first approach a song when you’re going to make a video for it?

AM: Usually artists will send me the song or a few songs and ask, what do you think? Which do you like? Most of the time they let me do whatever, which is a nice freedom to have. I don’t mind a little bit of direction as well. Usually they’ll send me the song, I’ll listen to it a bunch and whatever it evokes emotionally or visually, I’ll pretty much run with that initial thought. Certain sounds and instruments will remind me of other music or clips from the past and I’ll loosely get a vibe or style from that and go from there. I like when songs have different musical elements and changes, the verse and the chorus are really different or at the end of the song the song will just change completely. It gives you a nice chance to have a completely different visual go along with it. Half the time I end up doing practical stop motion things. Every time I finish a video, I’m like, I really have to not do that again because it’s so time consuming, it is fun though! I always think the next time I should do something I can finish real quick, like live action. I can do that in two weeks and not have to go through the roller coaster ride of being really excited and then thinking, what have I got myself into? Getting excited again. Then getting worried. It’s up and down until it’s done, then I can’t believe I actually finished that!

I noticed in a lot of your work you have the stop motion animation-style and then you also have a collage-style in there too. Where does the collage aspect come from?

AM: I reckon it must be something of growing up and the children’s television that had that style back in the day, and early music videos. I don’t’ feel like I’m technically that savvy when it comes to computers; doing the stop motion seems like a really obvious choice to me, you have something sitting there, you take a photo and then move it and keep doing that until it’s animated and alive. I thought, I can do that. It may seem like a long painful process but it’s doable. It’s an easy process that makes sense in my head. It’s probably a reaction to not feeling technically savvy with software. I use it a lot and I’m probably more adept at using it and animation techniques and computers now then when I started doing stop motion. I think there’s a lot of charm in it though and that’s why I keep going back to it. I like when things aren’t quite perfect, that’s where all the charm lies; things being off, things being handmade, things being human-made, errors, jumps and flickers—that’s where all the magic lies. I always make it feel like I’m doing something new and different, even if it might seem minor in the end product; little steps forward so I feel like I’m evolving. I need to keep things interesting for myself.

Did you have any formal training or education in visual arts or film?

AM: I went to RMIT and did a two-year course of film and television, that was in 2009 when I first moved to Melbourne. Before that, in high school I did stop motion for my Year 12 project, it was all claymation stuff. I would have learnt stuff at RMIT, perhaps more how to use [Adobe] After Effects and programs like that. At the same time, I think what I initially learnt was through trial and error and skate videos. I would have made four or five skate videos with my friends, filming and editing it. And using my dad’s 8mm camera and learning to use that as well. A lot of learning has been through just trying to make stuff. It’s hard to say though, because when I went to RMIT I had just moved to Melbourne, and I was like, oh I live in Melbourne now and I’m out of my parents’ house so I can do whatever I want! I don’t have to go to school if I don’t want to. I definitely learnt stuff at RMIT but most stuff I’ve learnt on my own.

A few years ago, I went back to study. I did a three-year Bachelor of Photography at Photography Studies College in Melbourne. I work in video production (corporate videos and market reports) that pays the bills and video clips I just do in my own time. Working in corporate video production got a bit dry and boring, my partner at the time went and studied photography; I saw what she was doing and heard about the teachers. It made me really want to go back and study photography. Even more so just for myself, not as a move to start a business in photography or anything like that. I thought it would be great to go back and learn as a mature student; I was twenty-seven at the time. It got me thinking of the history of photography, images and what they mean and represent, the eras they’re from, what they’re saying politically, as a response to what was happening in that time. That stuff made me think differently about visuals. Beforehand it was more about what looks cool and interesting and compliments the sound. It gave me more of an appreciation of the thought process behind what images I’m using and how they might communicate ideas.

I’ve always been a more learning through doing person as well. I think doing things that way helps you to develop your own style. Often when people go study, they lose that creative spark or that uniqueness in their work, it gets learned out of them and people start making stuff that’s all the same. Coming from punk and skateboarding, that world is very DIY. With all the art for Gimmie, that’s all handmade inspired by my background in making zines and love of punk art. If you look closely at some of the art you can see the corner of my art desk in the image or some imperfection. I like that you can see it’s physical as opposed to digital, it’s handmade.

AM: It’s great how you can see the edge of the frame in your art. There’s an energy to it, an immediacy you can see in the work, which is something that I respond to. That immediacy is something that I try to create in my own work.

I think that’s partly why I resonate with your work; I can totally feel that in your work. I think if you spend too long on something it can feel tortured and it becomes overworked. Not always, but often. The life gets sucked out of it.

AM: Yeah, for sure. That initial energy and spark is what attracts me to things. In doing something like stop motion, it’s such a long process, initially I’ll be excited about it but after a few days and you have a couple of seconds worth of video, that energy is so hard to sustain for months or weeks to finish the video. That’s the only struggle when applying that to something as tedious as stop motion, keeping that initial spark and energy.

I can definitely see that. Have you seen the stop motion work of Bruce Bickford who did a lot of the Frank Zappa videos?

AM: Yeah, yeah. He’s the best! His stuff is amazing.

Your clips reminded me of his work.

AM: I’ve done some work with Sean McAnulty, my friend who is also from Warrnambool, we discovered Bickford eight or nine years ago. That first ORB video that we did that was all Claymation, it’s very Bickford inspired. I love the outsider weirdo people that are just doing their own thing. Bickford seemed to be working constantly doing his own stuff, if it wasn’t for Frank Zappa exposing him to heaps more people, he probably would have still just been doing his own weirdo stuff in his garage. People like him are so amazing and influential.

That’s my favourite kind of people, the true originals that create art for art’s sake, because they have to, it’s like breathing for them.

AM: It’s important that if you get an idea that you should just go with it and not think too much about it.

Is there anything that you do to stretch the resources that you have to make something look better than what’s available to you?

AM: Everything I do is on a budget, a pretty shoe stringy budget. I think that’s why I like the collage style, it’s so easy to get magazines or go to op shops and get old books and use images from those—it’s cheap, visually effective and interesting. It can be fun to do more animation with my hand drawn cartoons, but I feel like it’s not necessarily my strong point. Using found images is a way around that to create something visually strong and easy. There was a weird magazine that I found in an op shop, a World’s Fair magazine from the early-90s, it had what they thought at the time futuristic-looking things; a lot of that stuff made it into the Gizzard clip. That mag cost me 80 cents and I turned it into this whole other thing.

There’s a real art in doing that. College art has become quite popular, I find a lot of collage artists cut things out and slap them together. The artists I enjoy make something new, make a statement, have a lot of thought behind what they’re doing, there’s layers of meaning.

AM: Yeah. It’s fun to take that stuff and mix it with footage of the bands. You can completely create a new world or fantasy worlds, which I think is really interesting just the juxtaposition between images, maybe something from the 50s against future technologies or really banal stuff. I like working like that. You move the images around and as you see things beside other things, you’ll see new things or a connection between things that you wouldn’t have ever thought of otherwise; that can form other ideas in the video. It’s a fun, open way of working; it keeps it loose and interesting.

Are you inspired by the Dada artists?

AM: I haven’t really delved into the Dada movement much; I have been meaning to. I went and saw an exhibition at NVG [National Gallery of Victoria] a few years ago and there was a small section of the Dada movement and I was really interested in the stuff they were creating, it resonated with me. I feel like I’ll definitely get a lot of inspiration from it.

What’s a video you really enjoyed working on or that was challenging for you?

AM: I feel like they’re all challenging in different ways. Every time I finish filming a video, I feel like I don’t have anything else to give, in terms of that being everything I was interested in at the time and I can’t even imagine what I would do for another video. Getting excited about something will be all the spark I need to get started on the next thing though.

I really loved the Parsnip ‘Rip It Off’ clip you made.

AM: Oh yeah? Cool.

It’s pretty magical!

AM: That was fun! It was the quickest video I’ve made in terms of turn around. We shot in a day pretty much. I went to Geelong and they had some spots, we went first thing in the morning. It was so nice to shoot live action with natural light. When I finished doing it I thought, I need to do more videos like that. It’s almost like making skate videos back in the day where you can film some tricks and it’s ready to go as soon as you edit it.

The U-Bahn ‘Beta Boyz’ film clip is really fun too.

AM: Yeah. I kind of forget all the clips I do [laughs], especially with the last year being so weird with lockdown. I really like the last ORB video; ‘I Want What I Want’ was fun to make.

How amazing is that song?!

AM: Yeah. They wanted me to do a different song before that one, then they released the song and I feel like it’s not as fun to do a clip for a song that’s already released. It’s more exciting for me if people see the song with the video; it gives it more punch. Everything is usually fun and stressful at the same time.

The new Gizzard clip [O.N.E.], being locked down at the time, it felt stressful but I’m pretty happy with how it turned out. It’s got a big audience, so it’s nice that people get to see stuff.

What did you stress over?

AM: If it’s going to look good! [Laughs]. Is it going to work? Will the band think it’s good? There’s always that concern that they might think it just sucks! Because the process is working in slow motion, your brain has so much time to think, oh, this is good or this is so shit; how am I going to make this work? It’s a blessing working at such a slow process in terms of stop motion that if something doesn’t feel like it’s going right it might be a 24th of a second and then by the end of that second, you’ve corrected something that you didn’t really like and no one will ever notice; that’s a nice thing about stop motion, you can change something that isn’t going the way you like it.

How long did the new Gizzard clip take you?

AM: [Laughs]. A few months during lockdown, I definitely spent full days working on it.

Do you move on from things quickly that aren’t working out in the creative process?

AM: I usually get hung up on it. Most of the time because I spent so much time on it, I find a way to rescue it or still use it but recycle it and use it in a different way; I’ll cover it up a bit or use it with something else, layering it. Nothing kind of ever gets disregarded. Pretty much every mistake has made it in. I mask or change it, make it sit a different way or in a different part of the clip. If it was terrible though, I’d just face it and bin it.

What are you working on at the moment?

AM: I’m finishing up a Murlocs video in the next couple of days. It’s live action-based with a tiny bit of animation. Maybe a Pipe-Eye video. I’ve just started talking to him [Cook Craig] about it. I really like his stuff, it’s strange and interesting and lends itself to interesting visuals. He sent me the album the other week. He was like, “Any ideas?” There’s one song I really love and I sent him back a few ideas and he said he was thinking along the same lines too. Working with people like that and being on the same page makes it super exciting! I have to see what happens schedule-wise. After last year I wanted to hang out with people more and be more social again now that we can… but then you get ideas and you’re like, I really want to do this! Then you start doing stuff and you can’t go see anyone, you get obsessed with making it as good as you can. You want to get it to a standard where you can put it out into the world and not be embarrassed by it.

Last year was definitely a time to revaluate and think about how you can use that time. If anything, it gave me more time just to do what I was doing anyway, but not having to go to the office and do my more commercial stuff. Working in that commercial side of things, I think my video clip work is a reaction to that side of things; I want to get as far away from that world as I can. It’s nice after doing something boring and corporate at work to come home and do something that’s totally opposite; to take the banality of that work and add humour into my own work, to process and channel it and make it interesting. Does that make sense?

Yeah, for sure. My whole life I’ve pretty much had a day job and then done all the creative stuff for love in my own time. There are times when I have done creative stuff, like writing, as a job and I ended up hating it, it wasn’t fun anymore.

AM: It’s a funny thing trying to find the balance between worlds. It can keep you on your toes. Having that job that’s a drag can push you to pursue what you want in your own time and be more creative.

I always find myself at my day job thinking about what I’m going to make when I get home. At work my brain goes on autopilot sometimes and my creative mind is constantly going. When I get home, I’ll work late into the night or get up super early before work and do stuff because I’m so excited.

AM: Oh yeah! Totally. The only thing is hoping that your body doesn’t get too weary in the day that it can keep up with your brain’s excitement.

I get that!

AM: Yeah, it’s hard. Sometimes when I get home it’s like, I’m just going to chill out for five minutes and when I do that my body is like, this is good and you just take it easy. You have to keep chugging along and making it work.

Is there anyone you’d like to make a clip with?

AM: Yeah! It’d be cool to work with Cate Le Bon, Total Control, or Weyes Blood. I was excited to work with my friend Sean on a White Fence clip a couple of years ago, because White Fence, and Tim Presley as an artist, is a favourite. I’d love to keep branching out into different scenes and different genres. As long as it keeps feeling new and gives me a chance to try out different styles. It’s cool to work with new people.

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