
Gimmie caught up with Naarm/Melbourne-based musician Billiam just days before he set off on his first international tour across Europe to support his sophomore album, Animation Cel. The album showcases Billiam’s signature blend of ‘Autism-core’—a term he uses to describe the deeply personal, anxiety-fuelled punk—paired with irresistibly catchy hooks. Animation Cel is his strongest work yet and secured him a home on one of Australia’s best independent labels, Legless Records (Stiff Richards, Split System, Cutters, Phil & the Tiles & more).
His music explores important issues like mental health and identity, while also embracing more playful subjects such as video games, defunct theme park Sega World, and even a tribute to enigmatic artist Shawn Kerri (known for her work with CARtoons Magazine and iconic images for the Germs and Circle Jerks). In our chat, Billiam shares how music helped him find a supportive community, identity, and discusses his creative process, and plans for his next album. Plus he reveals bands his been loving lately, that you just might too. As long-time Billiam supporters, we totally back him.
BILLIAM: Things have been absolutely hectic all year—lots of personal stuff, music stuff, gigging, and running around. It’s been fantastic. I’m very excited, and very happy the record’s out, very happy people have enjoyed it. I get to go over to Europe with the band. Everything is exciting.
That’s so great to hear! We’re so happy or you!
B: A few aspects have been challenging but like overall, hopefully it’ll be worth it when we’re over in Europe.
What’s been challenging?
B: Last year was fairly hectic, mental health-wise, so I was just learning to deal with my head and translate what’s going on in my head into the real world, which sounds really wanky. But it was also about figuring out how to do stupid punk music in a way where I’m not completely destroying myself and can still look after myself.
Managing Split Bills has been getting so hectic, making sure that everyone in the band is treated well and we’re not getting ripped off and that we’re able to make this massive Europe tour work and not come back in tattered rags and stuff like that. It’s really sad that you have to look out for people ripping you off, but it happens. I’m trying to avoid it as much as I can.
Your upcoming European tour is the first time you’ve toured overseas?
B: Yeah, first time playing overseas, first time going over by myself as well!
Other than playing shows; what are you most looking forward to?
B: I’m really looking forward to being in Glasgow. I’ve got a few days after the tour. I’m absolutely stoked to go to Glasgow. I’ve wanted to go for five years now. I LOVE Glasgow.
I’m really excited to look at how different areas of Europe and the UK function when it comes to booking shows and the infrastructure around it. I’m really excited to jbe able to drive 3-5 hours and end up in a different city, with a different scene and different people. Obviously, Australia isn’t really designed for that, everything’s so spread apart.
Why do you love Glasgow so much?
B: A lot of my favourite bands of all-time have come from Glasgow, like Yummy Fur, Bis, Lung Leg, stuff like that. Bands that have been incredibly instrumental to me, especially in the past few years. That gave me a new outlook on recording and writing stuff.
Your new album, Animation Cel is out! It’s one of our favourite things that you’ve ever done.
B: Oh, that’s very kind of you. I’m really stoked you like it.
It got started pretty quickly after Corner Tactics. The live band started, and it gave me a different outlook on what songs work well for Billiam. I’d been thinking about which songs work best live and how people react to that. At that time, I felt more confident with the little Tascam digital recorder I was using, so I was more willing to try different things. Halfway through recording, I found out Wild Wax wanted to book the European tour for us, so I had to get into gear to make sure all the labels had the final album ready. So they could like plan it and have the records ready for when we got over there. It was a pretty hectic production schedule, but a really fun one.
It was a really fun record to make—a fun snapshot of my life, where I was mentally. I sometimes view albums like TV show seasons, and this one feels like the fun, happy-go-lucky second season where we’ve got a bigger budget. The next one I’m working on is more the fucking dark, groovy reboot or something like that. It’s a bit more sad and stupid [laughs].
I love that analogy! For Corner Tactics I know you wrote around 130 songs…
B: Yeah. Corner Tactics, I did write around 130. For Animation Cel it was around 70. I haven’t actually counted. The rate of success was a lot higher with this one.
Having so many songs to chose from, how do you decide which of the songs make the cut?
B: Gut feeling. I tend to rely a lot on other people too. I’ll send songs to the band and friends and if they have a really strong reaction to it, I generally feel a lot more confident putting it on the record. Sometimes, I’m not the best judge of what is best like in terms of my music. I like a record that flows really well, so if I can’t find a way for a song to flow in the record, I’m just happy to leave it, rework it or put it out on like a compilation.
What was one of the first songs that you sent to people that got a really strong reaction?
B: People really were keen on ‘Maid Dress’. I wasn’t as confident putting that on the record cause it’s a slower song. I didn’t know how people would react to it. But they really liked it.
Also, people were keen on the title track ‘Animation Cel’. Ada had been begging me to use ‘Sega World’ for three years ‘cause it was an old Disco Junk song. There was a point where Ada was going to join Disco Junk, and the whole conceit of her joining was that we’d start playing ‘Sega World’ live. I finally recorded a version I was happy with. She’s pretty happy that it’s in the set and that it’s on the record.
Is there a track on the album that you’re really, really happy with?
B: I was super happy with like the final track ‘Shawn Kerri’s Grave’. Also, some of the faster songs like ‘Carrot in Your Hand’ and ‘Bash My Head Against A Myki Pole’ and ‘My Metronome’. I like those songs production-wise. I was really happy with how they sounded. I was just happy that this record sounded a bit better than the last one. It’s kind of like that evolution a little bit.
You recorded everything yourself again?
B: Yeah. But it’s the first time people have played on one of my albums. I recorded in the front room.
Over time or sessions close together? Previously, it’s been a quick process, like a few days.
B: Over time. I would come home from work, record a song quickly, get the drums down, and then work on it until I went to bed or had dinner. At the end, I compiled them. It wasn’t like I did demos and then recorded them all at once. The album is basically the demos, pretty much.
One take?
B: Generally the first take I got that I thought was good. Especially with drums. I’m not a good drummer. Once I get a take that’s usable—I’m done, done, done. Throw it in the pile! [laughs]. I definitely think there’s an advantage doing everything myself.
The next Billiam record, I’m recording at the moment, is a bit more professional. I did the drums and bass with Eric who does Checkpoint and Hobsons Bay Coast Guard.
The next album is a concept album, right?
B: I’d call it like a very shit concept album in that the concept’s not really entirely developed [laughs]. It’s based around a lot of the stuff that happened mental health-wise. It was a challenging year in a lot of aspects. The record’s, me, processing… [pauses] …maybe that’s the wrong word. I’m writing about it, looking at it. It was all I could think about for the year, and I only really was coming out of it March of last year.
I’m sorry you were struggling so much. I feel you. Mental health is something that I struggle with, that’s part of why we haven’t been doing as much Gimmie stuff for a little. It can be hard to do stuff when it’s just hard to get through the day. Things are getting better, though.
B: Yeah, it’s awful that shit happens to you as well. It’s just shit trying to swim through everything. Sometimes it feels like you’re like trying to run in syrup and you can kind of get close, but you can never get to like full speed. There’s this weird guilt thing too. I feel like it’s self-indulgent to talk about my own mental health, but it’s been really good to write about it. I’m pretty proud of the songs. Hopefully people dig them and think they’re cool.
So Animation Cel is a lighter and funner and the next record you’re working on is the opposite…
B: I like doing a different thing each record. The next one is veering into The Cure and a lot of more dreary subjects. After, the next record is going to be very stupid. I’ve already got a list of songs that might go on it—all of them are very silly. I’m just going to flip-flop until I find a nice happy middle ground.
You’ve been having a prolific output. We’re so proud of you! It’s been the coolest watching you grow.
B: Thank you. Tell Jhonny I said, hello and that I love him.
Will do! What was inspiring you when making Animation Cel?
The Split Bills starting up. Since Disco Junk had ended, I hadn’t really had a band. I was doing solo shows with a backing track. I got to do a lot of great stuff because of it, but it wasn’t the same energy as a band. T second Split Bills started up, everything was so turbo so quickly. Obviously that takes a toll on you and can be stressful, but it was cool.
Right out of the gate, we were playing shows and people were really responding to them, having a really good time. People were excited, people wanted to hear my music; I don’t say that in an egotistical way. But I could really stretch out and try different things and see how they worked.
Wanting people to hear your music and being happy people are responding positively to it isn’t egotistical. You should be stoked about that! It’s totally okay to celebrate that.
B: I guess.
You’re always so humble.
B: I don’t try to be I’m just in my head—that’s how I am. I think it’s a very common thing for people on the Autism spectrum to be unable to process how people perceive them a little bit.
Being on the spectrum inspired quite a few songs that were on the album, right?
B: Yeah. ‘My Metronome’ was based on a conversation with Ada. We were talking about music and how sometimes Ada can’t listen to it because she’s worried the song’s going to go out of sync with itself, and that really upsets her. She couldn’t explain why the idea of a song going out of sync was so upsetting, but it stressed her out to that degree. Ada isn’t on the spectrum, but I related to that struggle—something you can’t fully describe, but it upsets you so much. I thought that was a really good idea for a song. A lot of my stuff has to do with living on the spectrum and that kind of thought process.
I don’t realise how much it impacts how I think about the world and how I write until I talk with other people or they talk to me about things. I’ve had people come up to me and say, ‘Hey, I really like how you title songs. I think that’s really unique and different.’ And I’m just like, ‘Oh, thank you,’ but—it’s not a conscious decision. It’s just something I did because I thought it was interesting; it’s how it sounds to me.
Two songs that are my favourites on the album is ‘Hydraulic Press’ and ‘Protect The Emerald’.
B: They’re fun ones!
And ‘Kerri Shawn’s Grave’. That’s your longest song on the album.
I think it might be the longest song I’ve ever written. It has an actual drum kit on it. I was very proud of how that one came out, because it was cool to see I could do a slower, washier song, that wouldn’t turn out horrifically bad.
It’s about the cartoonist (who was one of the few female contributors to CARtoons Magazine, and produced iconic images used by the Germs and the Circle Jerks)?
B: Yeah, absolutely. I went down a rabbit hole on her and her art. The fact that we don’t know where she went—we don’t know if she’s dead or alive or if she had an accident and has been incapacitated because of it—there’s all this mystery surrounding this influential and important cartoonist.
I had heard she had a fall, which resulted in had chronic cognitive problems, and now lives with her mother.
B: Yeah, I read that too. I’ve also read people say, ‘I met up with her in the 2000s and she was completely fine.’ Then there’s people who are convinced that like she died basically as soon as she stopped publishing things. There’s no concrete answer. Sometimes that can really freak me out if there’s no concrete answer to a person’s existence, especially someone who’s like created something so sick. Especially when you go down the rabbit holes of punk, there are so many bands with songs I love from records I love, where there’s genuinely no information on the internet about them. It adds this kind of question to their music, like: what happened to them? I’d love to connect with them about their music, but can’t.
Yeah, totally. There’s quite a few women in punk that I really love, from older eras, and’ve tried to track them down to chat with them and many aren’t interested in talking to anyone, or have a whole different life, or can’t even be found.
B: Hmm. that’s interesting. I’m so used to having grown up on the internet where everything is accessible. And if you had a question, you could just have it answered. And the absence of that can sometimes really wig me out, especially if it’s something that I’ve connected to so greatly. I think that’s the same for a lot of people my age, getting wigged out by how confusing living and not being able to know things easily.
‘Manitee Show’ is a great song too. It has the sample with the woman’s voice at the beginning.
B: That’s Jane Fonda. She did for Good Morning America, because she was talking about how she didn’t end up going to the Oscars because it was on too late and she wanted to go to bed. I found that line, ‘I’m challenging musicians…’ made me laugh so hard. I wrote the song entirely just to use that example! [laughs]. There’s no other reason. That song only exists because I wanted to use that sample and it made me laugh every time I played it.
Amazing. It made me laugh. I really like this variety on this album.
B: Yeah, I think that’s something I like as well. It was really nice to try out different songs and experiment with different things. It’s definitely informed the future of Billiam because some artists, like Alien Nose Job, can have one concept and stick to it for an entire record, and that sticks. A part of me wishes I could do that, but I know I’m way too scatterbrained. I want to put every idea on there, and I like the idea of it almost feeling like a playlist—a very cohesive playlist—instead of a concrete record where every song is meant to sound exactly like one thing.
It’s cool that Legless Records put it out. Legless are one of the best labels in Australia right now. They’re a label we trust to bring the heat, everything has been gold.
B: Not only is everything that they’re putting out gold, but I have the most respect I can have for a person in the world for Mawson, because of how he runs Legless, Split System, Stiff Richards, and all his bands. There’s no ego behind it. He’s doing it entirely for the love of music and wanting to spread it.
When Animation Cel was coming out, he was having a kid, and I felt so fucking bad because I was like, this person is having a child—a physical being that’s going to be running around the house—and he’s packing up pre-orders for my fucking record. I was just like, oh my fucking God, I hope he’s somehow able to make this work and it’s not too much for him to do. He was so kind about it.
Mawson is definitely one of the nicest people we know in the Australian music scene. He’s a real one. It’s cool how’s he’s built Legless up and a community around it of bands and networks—like a big family.
B: He’s lovely and cares so much about everything he does to a degree that’s sometimes scary [laughs]. Like we were talking about earlier, there’s like so many people who are out to scam people and use them. Mawson is just so obviously not that. It’s sick to see the label doing so well. I’m very honoured to be a part of that history. I feel like it’s going to go down as like one of the great independent labels. He’s got an incredible catalog. This year so far there’s Autobahns, a new Stiff Richard song, and the fucking Cutters record! Yeah. It’s so good—it’s fucked! AND the Split System album! It’s amazing what he’s done and how he’s put it together with no moral compromise—it’s all based on community. Even when he puts on shows, he treats the bands so well, and that whole crew, everyone’s so lovely and so supportive. I have as much love as I physically can for a human being towards Maswson and Legless.
Totally. We love Mawson too. Since we first spoke to you all those years ago, your music has been getting a lot of attention. Like, you were featured on Bandcamp for the Best Punk Albums of August.
B: That was so cool. That was very surprising. I didn’t even know what to do for a second! [laughs]. I was just like, holy shit! Damn!
And you were featured in the a Spin magazine article.
B: Yeah, that was a very funny article to be a part of. It’s been cool and very nice, the words people have said about the record. It’s lovely to hear that people care. I can’t ever really have a great grasp on what I make; I make things and hate them half the time. Whenever people have a response to it, I’m grateful that they’ve given me the time and put the effort behind it to listen to it. There’s so much INCREDIBLE music coming out right now, I’m so stoked people consider me to be a part of that.
We love the artwork for the new album!
B: Sam [McKenzie] is a genius. He knocked it 5 miles out the park, to the next stadium and then knocked it out of that one. It was the perfect album cover. I’m so happy with how it turned out. So incredible. It elevated everything, like 10 levels.

What have you been listening to lately?
B: This is a bit embarrassing to admit, but The Dare. I love that new album, What’s Wrong With New York? It’s super silly dance punk; very much like a throwback to LCD Sound System. I love the new Rixe 7”. The new records from Party Dozen and Shove—love those bands.
So, you leave from Europe on Wednesday…
B: I’ve never been to an international airport alone, so I’m a bit nervous about that, but I’m really excited to go. I think the excitement is making up for the fear at the moment [laughs]. I’m very excited to look for weird records, see weird bands, and meet cool people.
Out of all the things you’ve achieved so far, what’s something that you’re most proud of?
B: The collaborative stuff I’ve done. I’m really proud ‘cause I feel like I’ve spent so much time in my room, writing with myself and I convinced myself I wouldn’t be able to collaborate. Those records I’ve made has shown I can. I’m proud that people connect with the music too—that’s like the main thing.
Why do you think you make music?
B: I’m not good at anything else. When I was a kid, I don’t think I particularly excelled at anything. I just watched YouTube, played video games, and didn’t really have a social life. When I turned 13, I started finding more mainstream punk music. Then I heard Modern Living by The Living Eyes, and I found this community where people wanted to talk to me, were supportive, and were excited to connect. When I found that community, I thought, okay, I’m going to do music. I’m going to make music. I’m going to play it live. I didn’t know how, but I was determined to do it. And now I’ve done enough that people think I’m worthy of going to another country to do it! That’s really cool.
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